black is not a color

2009-04-21T22:58:00.002+08:00

finally school reopened monday
but i had to skip lesson tuesday already due to dental appointment.
if not have to wait until next year then have open slot.

i dont have a good feeling about this year.
because all the classmate i dont know.
if need to do teamwork sure die.
i dont wanna die yet.
not now.

2009-03-11T20:14:00.001+08:00

feels horrible to not be productive.
for 2 weeks already, did nothing. at home. stare at walls.
i dont know what to do already.

hope you get this message.
thx

2009-03-06T23:51:00.002+08:00

6 weeks of lazing was not what i had in mind.
but i am a real lazy bastard.

offered a "job" by red moon
but it was too abstract for me. cannot stand it.
( also the pay it offers / to the distance travelled )
+ my faith in it - need to attend free lessons(training)
= absolute give up

i hope i can get a job soon.
really cannot be sitting around like that

brain crisis again last night.
horrible to not be able to know what myself is thinking
which is ridiculous.
so annoying these crashes.
now still feeling the leftovers.
ARRRRR.

human emotions. so weak. so annoying.

2009-03-04T19:50:00.002+08:00

played mahjong yesterday.
personally i enjoy this game. but yesterday really played until sick of it.
hope to not see it for a while. dont see it for like.. 2 minutes. ok now i want mahjong again.

today go for checkup for braces
the dentist seems a bit shock about the TPA. still dunno what is it but i know A stands for ARCH coz i am a smart boy.
right now its not good for me coz its moving too fast and pushing up my mouth and causing ulcers so it got removed
then next week going to get a better one.
but RIGHT NOW, it feels good to be able to spit properly. OMG.

looking forward to mahjong.
coz there is no part-time job for me right now.
6 weeks of BOGANing. OMG. SICK OF THIS.
i feel better doing work.

2009-03-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

trying to get a job...
but the agency never called. its saturday so its understandable.
should have called on monday. arrrrggh..

stupid braces.. pressing up my mouth. so pain.
its not suppose to fucking happen. idiot people who made the mould.
idiot idiotic. ARRRRGGHHH.

now pain giving me spinage. head spinning spinning until cannot tell the difference in time, cannot talk, cannot sleep cannot eat, cannot swallow, cannot spit properly SO ANNOYING.

mobtv video cannot buffer smoothly so sad SO SAD.
i paid money for poor service. SAD.
never happen before but happening now. saddening.

2009-02-27T18:28:00.002+08:00

today is the last paper already.
i totally wasted it. it was my best subject even.
should not have spent the previous day watching 2 movies, watch family guy, then never study.
totally wasted. sit inside the room got nothing to write. arrr.

admitted to something i shouldn't have. but it was fun.
i hope it goes somewhere.

emailed the work agency 3 times, called and it was lunchtime.
i seem so desperate now for money. wahahaha. coz i am poor.
i want IT related JOBS!

2009-02-26T00:30:00.002+08:00

today is another free day. going to be a lot of free days soon. holidays yay!
actually i also dunno what to do with 6 weeks of free days.
too lazy to work. too tired to work out. too poor to not work. too smart to study.
HAAAAAAA.

going to max out the level for rock legends on facebook soon.
i still feel horrible buying the street cred. i am such a sucker for these things.
for maple, for this. meh. i am a useless son who only disappoints well.

but i try.
i brought my fan out for my mum when she is sleeping 'cause she got no fan.
'cause my dad stole it. i dont understand that because he got the air con already dunno why he wants the fan. he is where i get my "selfish" from anyways so its totally understandable.

i try to be a better person. each and every day.
you would know, 'cause i am no good.

not knowing how i know

2009-02-24T12:55:00.003+08:00

today is 2nd paper
but still, i dunno how i know how to do them because i didnt mug, or listen in class.
its really freaking me out.
i tried to dont do the work but in the end it still gets done with little problem
i dont understand how i can understand things without actually paying attention

how can someone know a whole topic by looking at only 1/3 of the content?
i really hate not knowing how i know.

2009-02-22T14:33:00.002+08:00

its very hard to understand how some people can believe everyone is born good.
or how everyone is born sinful, or bad, or evil, born talented.

who decides that.

why are we all here anyways?
slowly we all will decay away.
then the next generation.
and then repeat.
what is the purpose of living, experiencing life, experience death, then die again.

when will we stop fighting and extinct.

2009-02-19T21:13:00.003+08:00

to start off this year (although it is a little late), i want to list out all the bad habits i have:

dont make my own bed
dont clean my own room (its really nasty!)
make the floor all wet after shower
dont wash my own clothes
dont help with chores
leave the fridge open for the whole night
leave computer on all day
hates people for no reason
talks behind people's back
dont clean up after himself
never do homework
helps people half-heartedly
rude
inconsiderate to others
skips meals
never exercise
leave the lights on when sleeping because too lazy to turn it off
turns on the volume too loud
spends money on ridiculous things
spend too much on coffeebean
keeps trash in his bag
thinks everyone else is stupid
talks to himself too much
never stands straight
antisocial
gambling addict
listens to only mainstream songs to look cool
hates taking pictures
waste paper like its free
does not drink plain water
uncaring
hates the neighbour china people who spits and talks too loud
hates the neighbour who sings off key
hates the people who came and preach to me
dislike old people
dislike young children
throws clothes everywhere
expects people to serve me
too lazy to even go downstairs to buy food for himself
does not change his own bedsheets
does not fold clothes
always snooze
dependent but cannot be depended on
always drags tasks to the last minute
leaves chargers on even though full batt
destroyed own phone
wants to spend money he doesnt have
too skinny
does not clean up after cutting his nails
regrets giving lego to younger cousin
scold younger cousin for being dumb
dislike PDA
dislike gay PDA
badmouth people he doesnt even know
badmouth everyone he knows
hate eating
too lazy to even chew his own food
cannot sit properly
never flush
uses the toliet cubicle
hates the neighbour's cat(s)
leaves the fan on all day
puts own gains in first place, own needs in second, own wants in third, and others in fourth
has inappropriate material locked in hard disc
thinks in the 3rd person
thinks in the 4th person
talks in language no one understands
mumbles too much
poor presentation skills
poor life skills
cannot cook
has no special skills
no fashion sense
wants to beat people up but scared of getting beaten up
picky about food
gets sick easy
does not give up seat on bus
hates own father
misplace things and waste time to look for him
untidy workdesk
rubbish bin not cleared for weeks
hates being dirty but too lazy to be clean
shaves armpit and leg hair
judgemental
googles big words so that he doesnt get them wrong to look smart
sleeps at 3am and wakes up at 2pm
wants to eat expensive stuff that tastes bad
has not washed the dishes for 19 years
waits for people to open the door for him
plays with blutack
make fun of people when they dont deserve it
become good friends with people and then totally ignore them
enjoys when others are sad and depressed
sterotype people
spends money on unnecessary things
buys things and then let them to rot
leaves a little bit of food lying around everyway
does not finish meals
complusive liar
has named 100 bad habits to make it look good/bad/whatever.

2009

2009-02-19T21:04:00.002+08:00

1 year no blog haha.
the previous year, was a waste of time for me.
I have not really done anything worth mentioning or I would be proud of so it is very wasted.
I think this year would also be the same though, coz I am a waste of time. A waste of time who thinks too much.

2008-02-06T16:20:00.000+08:00

he plays electric guitar. omg. >_> only left 1 year. boring.

2008-01-29T13:52:00.000+08:00

blogs are so last year.
keep a diary.

i am at rail mall like now. coffeebean got free wireless is so nice. why do secondary school all end at 3pm.... hais. there is this freaky person who is talking to herself with her hair. omg so freaky. she must be waiting for someone too... so sad. my laptop is so hot. the people who by here are like so rich. 1 finger can fight with all the money i have already. even the blangalah here looks rich. cold storage sia... so many boys walk by... all not cute one. singapore weather rainning my laptop still so hot. stupid rain. i want to live here when i can afford it sia. coffeebean at my footstep. so nice whoever is living here.

2007-12-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

i cannot say bye.. its so diffcult for me to say -.- because of this person in primary school. ughhh now i saw this person in np.. this person got a 86% similarity with the one in primary school. T_T

now we hardly know each other.

in other news, i love caramel iceblend from coffee bean mwuahahahah. and my legs are so nice to touch ^_^

2007-12-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

to me, its saddening because i just found out my one beliefs was :

less friends you have the less funerals you need to attend.

die already

2007-11-24T17:53:00.000+08:00

hi!
blog without tagbox is so fun. no one will post comments. mwuahaha. this blog is dead! dont come back! :)
so eve smsed me to tell me she was affected by my mood that day. hais. i feel so bad. i also dont know why i acted that day. actually that day we went to some remote location to eat some pasta thing. when she came down from that bus, i was like... i totally dont recongize this person.. where is the eve i know. that one who like to read books and complain about dunno how to do homework! then i was like having a moment when i actually dont know what is going on.. its like i was not in my own body and i was like looking at myself from the top o_o
but i still feel sorry for her ar... hmph everytime ask me to treat her like i very rich like that. hate that.
life just cannot be simple at this stage.
technology is too powerful.
i think we are just destroying ourselves at this stage. i mean whats wrong with the simple life. we must stuff our own children to waste their life in school learning how 1 + 1 = 2 instead of letting them have their happy childhood. and then they need to learn very hard so that they can be better than the neighbour's child. compare here compare there compare until ownself die only. human only want to win, dont care about what happens after winning..

2007-09-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

hais, apparently i am not dead yet. so i guess i'll say something here. my gpa only 3.22222. its so bad. i cant get into psychology this way! then i go tell everyone my gpa only 2.8. hahaha so bo liao. whats the point of lying to a bunch of idiots. they want to know my gpa for what. they get higher than me then higher ar. also dunno who go help them understand their work one.

the FSP i should have get a freaking AD for crying out loud. why i get only B+! I TAUGHT PEOPLE HOW TO DO FSP OK! if not for me i think they all fail already. thats it, i wont help you all anymore. i hate you all. hmph. i vow to NOT help anyone with their work in class for the rest of my life sia, except maybe ryan and meihui. wahaha. they dont want to reply me T_T

i actually got so bored i went to see joe's house. his house got a whole floor added to the top sia.. and he got a punching bag outside his room! -.- if someone important sees this i would be like arrested for invasion of privacy. when i was about to leave, he like came back from school! omg i hope he dont recongize me and go to the police or something. then i no future already.

i quit my job at aig already. the people there all so strange one. like all dont like me at all :( oh well at least got $700. the money also havent come to me yet. this is so bad sia. last day i go quit the boss like not happy. aiya fuck him ar. he so ugly and got bad breath. -.- cannot even look straight. freaky person. if he dont give me i should go sue him or something, since he signed the timesheet and err something. ... ... ... omg STOP DELAYING MY PAY! I NEED MONEY ONE!

now playing puzzle pirate until like siao like that. everyday play until 4am. so crazy. then i keep giving out gas sia. lol so funny. must be the choco malt milk. does chocolate milk make you fart? >_<

2007-07-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

i never knew talking to an ordinary person can make your heart beat faster.

especially if they are the same sex.

2007-07-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

today is such a bad day.

my orientation shirt never wash!! omg. it was like smelly >_<>.

wah then need to go sch at 9 to do the stupid CATS. i hate CATS. its stupid. i go there at 9 sia! i reach on time ok. the rest also not even there la. idiot. cannot reach at 9 still say meet at 9. idiot rite? then until 9:58 then reach. STUPID. dont have watch one lor. i hate CATS. and my team is like so stupid la.. the intelligence is to be questioned. REALLY STUPID PEOPLE. why i need to be stuck with stupid people sia. seriously idiot la. in class got time dont do, go talk talk talk, dunno waiting for what. got work then DO LA. wait until last minute then can do one meh. then their ideas are like... SUCKS. gosh i hate them. i hope the fat one suddenly disappear from this world because its a waste of space. FAT!

then got wp sia. wah so stress. need to exercise. -.- i hate exercise. i got run ok! i ran 2km :D woohoo i rock! rule out loud x)

nowadays my mp3 only plays 1 singer sia. ->shuffle repeat->zhiyang folder

yay!

what i've done

2007-07-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

listening to chinese songs. nearly because whole class is listening to it. but mostly because zhiyang sings chinese songs. he is so cute ^^ well its a good replacement from joe. at least its legal to look at zhiyang's pic. and there are so many of them. and he has a blog! woohoo! with pictures! and and songs! yay!

I AM A FAN! :)

i am getting more and more confused about what kind of people i like. a bit more and more different than what i thought. oh no...

oh ya.. yesterday went out with zm and yy. so long never see them. they are still like that. aiya ask me out to be light bulb only.. so shiny. go far east to alter the pants yy have. dunnno what she want with it sia. i ate a lot :) long john, starbucks, then coffeebean, then the wanton mee thingy. not nice one. well nothing should taste nice after 2 cups of coffee + sugarcane juice + coke. totally weird stomach feeling. then we went to take bus to my house sia.. got this youth eco concert thing. i thought got zhiyang. but dont have ): they didnt want to wait so long. coz they just want to go my hse drink finish the vodka that dont belong to me T_T later my sister find out 3 out of 6 gone sure siao siao one. ): so sad. they are like drunk and stupid and red after a while. >_<

messiah tell me he is fren with zhiyang!! omg. so cool. but he dont want to be frens with him ): bad guy.

ZHIYANG!!!

but i still like the word joe better :)

2007-06-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

nothing to do these holidays.. going to end soon. woohoo!! now i can learn more IT. but i still like psychology better. but the private psychology course is like... already 10k for 2o ut of 3 years!! things are so expensive now.. even buy phone also so troublesome. i want k850i!! but not out yet -.- i think. it looks nice. i think i should buy a cheap one first. then wait. mwuahaha..

T_T no money T_T

the advertisment nowadays getting worse and worse. i heard a advertisment but i dunno which one, it says: "now you can shoot me from any angle." .... explains itself. :)

run away

2007-06-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

i lost my phone!! so saddening. anyone have free phone i can have?

holiday already sia.. but i have nothing to do T_T i have been wasting my life for the last 1 and a half weeks dunno doing what. i totally forgot what i was doing already.. was i doing anything? time pass so fast.

my class is now like divided into 3 groups now : outcasts, couple group, and study group. at least i am not in outcasts.. i hope. XD got 1 guy so poor thing hated by everyone
and still pretend everyone loves him T_T i pity him.

AND I DO NOT SHOW OFF U #*@**$($%

stupid idiot dont talk behind my back!!! grrrr. i hate you too. >_>

when i see people in fuhua sch uniform on the streets, i will be like stop and see. i am going crazy. dunno looking for what. hais

i found this song that totally says what someone i know will say all the time ^_^ :

VANESSA HUDGENS - Say OK lyrics
You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love, oh oh
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one

[Chorus]
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away (Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say Ok.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away (Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say OK (Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok, don't run away)
Will you say OK (Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)

my social circle : o <-small.

why does joe have a blog :x

2007-04-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

POLY 1st weekzzzzzz~~~$%(*&()#@$@*#@

SO EXCITING ISNT IT.
MEET NEW PEOPLE.
WOOOHOOO.

=.=

nothing to do for 1st week. like all week only there to play games. joined astronomy club. wooohoo. so cool. 1st meeting already have overnight. but i didnt go T_T the seniors english so cute. all broken one. they are such nice people though ^_^ got a china accent girl so friendly. we played the weiqi thing. i cant get the concept of the game.. astronomy club become like chess club like that. LOL.

now i need to find a way to join chess club, and archery club. i cant find them T_T i so lousy. the laptop la.. so heavy.. shoulder carry until tired can. then the canteen, always so packed. want to eat there also see until sian. the queue is like.. UGH! then the tables are like... so dirty most of the time. i thought there was a "return ur own tray" system. but no one seems to be doing it. =.=

my mum is like... acting strange! weekly allowance become only $50 T_T so sad. then she is eating the bens and jerry chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream!! its so creepy! how many 49 year old mothers you know eat ice cream!! O_O ok i not sure what they eat either. wahahha
the world is changing.

and i am not keeping up.

np visit

2007-04-12T20:03:00.000+08:00

today need to go np for orientation. need to report at 9, i was like.. late. >.>
so many combination of bus that can be taken. 99-52, 99-154, 99-154a, 502-52, 502-154....
zomg. think until my head pain. :x

my class so big~! only got 20 people. got one personality like another teck jin. and other one like messiah -.- so sucks. and got one got BO! :P yucky. i dont like those old hairy people from ITE..

np is so big, need to play the campus race thing. must run around the whole place all day. zomg. so rainy can. and wet. and humid. and no air con outside!! so hot. need to walk here and run there. do this and go there. >.> in the end also dont have win the thing...

in the whole np, i felt that the sports field is like the most spiritual place :x so nice.. i am so going to spend a lot of time there XD can go find me there haha..

2007-04-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

woohoo monday. saw joe weeeeee! at about 2:53. mwuahhahaha. i am a good stalker :)

i have so many regrets in my life..
...
i regret not buying a nice white laptop.
i regret not buying the other crumpler bag yueli tell me.
i regret not getting into psychology.
i regret taking IT course.
i regret buying a green jacket.
i regret buying it at M size.
i regret starting to coming to know joe.
i regret not being more sensitive with her.
i regret being so cold to people.
i regret not being more socialable.
i regret not making more friends.
i regret spending money on maple.
i regret not getting in a jc.
i regret not eating more when i was younger.

oh well, if you dont bitch about life, then you are totally not living a real life. i think one needs to complain while living, because if one doesnt complain, then one's life is too perfect. we all need to bitch about things we do all the time :)

grrr my mum dont allow me to get braces. i want!!! grrrr. i can totally whistle without even moving my lips with these teeth. ._.

2007-04-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

saw some things today while waiting for joe's appearance. omg my eyessssss!!!!!! i dont even want to know what is going to happen next. haha so long never make fun of people. indirectly. i should have taken joe's pic :( but too enjoying seeing the guy. wahahaha

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today work on new project. because i got too bored. i cant draw well :( so i just drew tubes, like the tattoo on the prison break guy. haha. very messy.. an attempt to be DEEP!

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made bluetack monster SPIKY-ER!!! so pointy >_> very difficult to touch. haha.

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woohoo. april already. going to start school soon. need to meet new people. i hope i make new frens... XD

2007-04-02T14:28:00.000+08:00

weeee!!!
saw joe this time. 2:27. must rmb the timing. mwuahahaha. he looks so short.. with all the baggy uniform going on. he still so small. :x LOL. he look like so jap transfer student with his hair. OMG SO CUTE!!!! SO FUCKING CUTE!!! :x

ok.
calm down.
i hope tmr also can see him again.
wahahah.
today is a wonderful day.

joe

2007-04-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

i keep thinking of joe.. everytime got oasis song playing, i think of him. because his msn indicates a fav for oasis.

haha. i am so hopeless. i cant stop thinking of a guy i barely know -.- a few years from now, if i get to read this again it would sure be real funny. if i ever get to know a person by the name of joe, this would really be embarassing. even if he is not that joe.

well to me, at least having a person to focus on is better than nothing. religon is too much of a burden for me. i mean, i cant imagine myself praying to someone for hope or faith.

i would really need to find someone else to focus on soon.. because this unhealthy obsession with a boy i barely know is very bad, and in some countries, illegal. but for now, lets keep it like that.

oasis please.

2007-04-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

poor laptop on for 3 days straight :(

laptops suppose to only on for like... 3 hours then down liao
but mine on for 3 days >_>
so poor thing.

everything i liked usually breaks within 1 month.
so i dont dare to keep friends.
haha <:/

2007-03-31T19:50:00.000+08:00

tried cooking mac and cheese today.
so scary to cook.
all the "SIZZZZZ"
omgggg..
and the bubbles.
AHHHHHH~~
anyways the end result looks edible at least :)

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going to april soon.

actually going to april in 4 hours.

tmr is actually my fav non-holiday day.

but someone spoiled it.

got so bored i made something again!

so cute right..

the eyes so big
and so spiky.
wahahaaha

someday it will walk the streets.

and step on people

^_^

so diffcult to post pics.

keep giving me problems. -.-

april..

sch going to start

soon.

again.

CAN SOMEONE COME LEARN KNITTING WITH ME?!

2007-03-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

today.
felt so tired.
maybe is yesterday happy for too long.

need to carry a lot of things from supermarket
when pants are dropping.
LOL
so diffcult to keep them up.
with such a small waist.
>_<

I NEED A FATTENING DIET.

anyways
there are so many cute people in this world!!!
omg.
i want to meet all of them!
soon.

:)

2007-03-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

hii!!!
blog twice a day.
haha.
you can tell how bored i am -.-

found out my new laptop got bluetooth!!
nowcan upload pic using bluetooth with the laptop.
hahahhahah.
my phone buy so long
wait until now then can upload pic -.-
using bluetooth somemore.
-___-

feel so emo today.
went to go wait for joe again.
but mei you joe.
saw a miss tan -.-
taking a cab.
to dunno nowhere.

really saw MISS TAN!!
omg after so long
i thought she say she want to quit already.

._.

SEE MY PROOF OF SEEING MISS TAN!!

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oh well.
still got some days to poly starts.
having thoughts of being vegetarian O_O
i am going mad.
alone for too long sia.

but meeting new people again is so diffcult >_<

2007-03-28T13:26:00.000+08:00

wake up liao need to clean room.
omg my room so dirty.
the dust is like..
can colect and make something out of it already.

i started playing dota
i still dunno how to play T_T
sucks to learn something new again
i so tired to learn things again..
hais

play a while then tired liao
then i go watch TV
omg
straight away turn on then is sesame street ending
"the show today was brought to you by the letter J and number 9"
then i was like..
so coincidental.

going to april soon..
no more free time already
need to start getting busy for poly
T_T

monday

2007-03-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

today plan to go np laptop convention to see ....
to see chairs? -.- see laptop la duh.
actually suppose to go at 12.
but changed to 1.
then changed to 130.
but rachel and i were like reached there at... 145.
saw titus and his fren.
i hope they not going to np >_<
because... i dont like him.
then dolly came to meet us ^_^
then we went on to np

went np on the bus.
but fail to alight at correct stop T_T
due to my bad directions.
so we walked to the next stop.

entrance of np saw weihong!!
wow so lucky can see him in person.
i so envy ar..
they can say out their true feelings
hais...
when can i tell her
when can i find enough courage to do so T_T

in the end also never buy a laptop
i think tmr i go myself to buy..
dont want drag people out again.
so bad to drag people out and follow me.
wahaha
i am so diffcult to handle with >_<

like ... a very spiky thing XD

2007-03-24T01:54:00.000+08:00

ate pastamania at westmall.
the crayfish is stinky >_<
not nice at all one.

today watch messenger the movie.
not very nice show to watch.
i very cold. so keep holding to zm XD

seriously SUCKS.

the movie i think better off showing someone msning. ^_^

2007-03-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

keep getting this feeling,
that i am hanging out with the wrong people.

even if its right,
it can feel wrong.

even if its wrong,
but it can feel so right.

stop doing the wrong things.
and do what you know is right.

see u again feb. `

2007-03-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

march already!
time fly so fast.

at home nothing to do sia..
so i start playing maple again ^_^
everyday play until late late.

then yesterday, so funny thing happen.
i play until 2am then mummy come in and say "why u not sleeping"
then i faster make up something to say,
"err i hungry cannot sleep"
then she was like... OMG.
HUNGRY!
then nag nag nag.
then back to sleep.

then my daddy heard i hungry also.
coz he going to work mah.
then he went out.
i say "hungry" this word then everyone was like nag nag nag.
about 3am then daddy buy macdonald come back.
i was like.. SLEEPING IN THE BED already la.
then he say wake up and eat.
O_O
3am.
macdonalds.
nuggets.
fries.
not what u see everyday.

he a bit crazy nowadays.
i very scared.

hais.

2007-03-04T00:56:00.000+08:00

mmm
so many things happen
but i so lazy to blog..

i shall start with the important things.
hmmm..
that time went out with troy and yy at night to sit at void deck and chat..(?)
weird thing to do.
troy got something to announce sia.
so important you know.
then after he said it, i was like : OMG.
(:

then i rmb he asked me 1 question.
i forgot is when.
but he asked me, what thing make me feel unhappy about life.
wah.
so chim.

i also dunno..
i cannot answer him sia!
i went home and thought about it..

1st one is mirrors.
make me very unhappy to look into them.

finanically, not very unhappy about.
i mean i am not poor..
but not rich also.
so.. ya. same same.
whatever i want, also can get.
just need to have the guts to tell mummy.
sometimes just cannot tell her i want this, i want that.
very diffcult.
its not that she will say no, just that she works so hard la..
then.. ya.

family, i got a mummy that cares like mad.. literally.
she also cannot handle me T_T
my jiejie also very cute.
ask me do this and that.
haha i like it when she does that XD
so dominating.
i like that.
then got this daddy.. that tries too hard to care and also dunno what he wants la..
siao guy.. haha.

still got what..
i cannot think of anything to be unhappy about!
omg.

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.
.

.
.
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i need someone!
AHHHHH! XD

1st of march`

2007-03-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to troy chalet again sia.
yy only want me for vodka T_T
she become alcoholic liao.

i need to carry the things to heavy.
then the bag got holes.
suppose to go paragon buy the laptop bag.
but the shop closed at 9 T_T
so sad.

then we went to paris ris.
last bus 10 o_O
how come today like always late like that sia.
then got a woman still waiting for the already gone bus.
we so good u know, go tell her no more bus.
actually yy did.

then we took taxi there.
the taxi just did a U turn also got money.
the woman give us $10 sia.
coz we paid for the taxi
which is like ... $2.50
so nice la her.

after that yy like only want to drink the vodka only.
so troy and i go and hide it.
hehe
so stupid la cannot find :x

troy's mother know my name!
omg si liao.

then zm came at 3.
after that we go down and sit,
coz troy mum and frends sleeping inside.
ziming eat my cup noodle until finish!
never leave some for me :(

then we played new game.
like guessing the next card is bigger or smaller la.
guess wrong must answer a question. (again)

i so unlucky la..
previous card was 5, i say bigger, i get 4
previous card was 4, i say bigger, i get 3
omg keep happening like that sia!
so suay..

then we went back to sleep at 6am
zm and yy sleep same bed sia!!
they shared a bed.
omggg!!
so fast sia.

then we take taxi home
the driver like dunno how to drive sia.
drive until me and yy feel like vomiting

sleep until 1pm wake up.
to see JOE!!
but no joe again.
hais.
so sad.

i have no life.

2007-02-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

whew.. nowadays so busys.
err.. lets see, what have i been doing.
wah really cannot remember.
faster think think THINKK!!!

start from latest one ok.
ok go.

yesterday meet yy at 12
omg i was NOT LATE OK!
so punctuals.
after that we went to bugis with zm, ch, janes

ch so horny la
keep making the girls..
hehe i go and take the newspaper and smack his butt ^^
so funny sia they keep playing around.

pastamania so nice la.
the creamy chicken one.
but i think its just that everything tastes nice when u are hungry.
then the pizza took so long -.-
wait finish liao the result come out one is so small de..
booooo!

monday watch movie so cheap sia
the movie "just follow law", errr.
the plotline is like.. used wayy too many times.
seen until boring liao.
i mean the exchange of souls of 2 different bodies?
come on la..
been there, done that.
the only difference is that it was made to a singapore version of "freaky friday"

go troy's mummy's chalet,
bbq food makes me nauseous.
eat a bit then sian liao
sit there and watch them eat.

after that go to the beach
-_-
i hate this beach.
so smelly, so full of 'things', and so smelly.
still got dead fish somemore.
does this crap really qualify as a beach?
so full of rubbish la...
so you know why there is a "no swimming" sign liao wor.
because water too dirty.
i cannot wait to get out of here.

then went back chalet play blackjack.
i no luck sia
lost all my money T-T
oh well.
still got next year.
mwuahahhahahah..

note: never play with uncles.
his cards all the same one sia..
cheat de..
the cards the pattern all his get all the same one leh..
omg..
BOOOO!!

after that we left troy's family to sleep
then we go downstairs play zhong ji mi ma
loser must drink the vodka and answer a question.
they all drink until liek drunk sia..
then anyhow say things.
so freaky.
they all ask the questions like walking on the same spot sia
all the same one.
at the end of the day i also didnt get anything juicy..
hais.
played until 4:45am

then we went to mac for breakfast.
but walk until they then they say dont want..
aiyoo.
drunk people so mafan.
then we go walk around for a bit, because they all cant walk properly liao.
all is like swinging around and around.
i think the alcohol and the sleepiness mix is very deadly combo.
after that we sat for a while, then went home le.

people going to school while we are walking like half-drunk home.
so funny..
uniform people look so cute!!
all his fault i think like that..
grrrrr.
aiyo so hungry.
like now.

FINALLY -'

2007-02-21T14:44:00.000+08:00

after so many days of stalking,
finally caught a glimpse of the person again.
YAY! i so happy now.
look out for the red slingbag next time.

HAPPY NEW YEARRR!

2007-02-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

hais
cannot sleep..
got this very painful heartache.

i feel like something missing in my life again..
i keep blocking this feeling with other questions,
why this, what that, where, when, who, how.
but its so diffcult.
it keeps coming back again and again.
running away dont seem to solve it.
but how to solve something that doesnt need solving?
but if something doesnt need solving then why is it making so much noise!

this feeling of something missing is bothering me so much,
it is creating voices in my head.
what is right, what is wrong.
they are like commenting on everything.
giving their opinion on everyone.
showing me their view on things.
seeing from so many different points of light.
they keep disagreeing with each other
but only 1 thing then they agree with one another.
i am having like several sub-consciouses talking talking talking
over and over.
again and again.

hais..

2nd days of CNY

2007-02-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

today went to watch movie.
NORBIT!!!

actually suppose to watch with cousin.
but he still unders age.
-.-
i mean his birthday nov only mah.
just a few months also dont let.
ugggghhh i hate rules.
and i dont look 16?!
slap you -.-
i am 17 liao can..
wah lao so insulting..
make me cry T-T

and who the hell comes up with the name of "rommance"?
how can a guy be called rommance!
isnt that kinda.. umm.. ok i dont know how to describe.
the name tag there write rommance,
make me raise 1 eyebrow.
(:

norbit is a nice movie :)
very racist but very funny.
make fun of fat people, and the jokes very original.
not like epic movie..
hais epic movie is like the sequel of scary movie.
usually sequels sucks..
so epic movie is like the sequel of scary movie,
then it must be like the dunno number what already.
so.. very bad.
very.

hais need to watch movie alone.
not very fun.
but ok la.
the fat rasputia, omg freaky makeups.
and the pimps in the movie are very funny too.
go pimps!
rasputia's catch phrase very cute.
how YOU doing.
dunno how many times she say that
funny like ... something very funny!
must watch it ok.

saw rongjie and some other people running while waiting for bus.
dunno where they go..
they like very desperate for ang paos like that :P

today about to end again.
oh well tommorrow dunno do what.

...
...
...

omg tmr school reopens!
right.
yay!

last friday of CNY

2007-02-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

today sucks
wake up with a feeling of something will go wrong.
well something did go wrong.
but lets go there slowly.

hmm.
wake up nothing to do.
until 3 then went out to meet yueying.
but cannot find wallet.
find find find then finally found then gone.
actually i didnt want to go out one,
but aiya, siann.

after meeting yueying then saw so many funny people.
then met up with ziming and wc.
after that walk walk walk then found a youni right?
forgot the name already.
anyways she looking for a boyfriend's shirt.
ok lor so we walked together.
walk walk walk then rain.
rain so we hide under cine.
there found a shop.
after looking for like... 30 minutes,
then youni found a shirt and ask wc to try it on for her!
omg i mean 1 shirt ok whatever.
but tried on 3!
i mean, only the bloody colour is different lah.
the rest is all the same can.
just freaking PICK ONE so we can go our separate ways.

finally got what she want.
then we went on.
to find a movie that was sold out for 730
by right if we didnt met with her to waste time changing 3 shirts which look excatly the same,
something tells me we wont miss buying a ticket.

ok then still got worse to come.

after that we went around walking.
i really felt very tired of living already.
singapore is really very crowded.
...
...
i dont like crowded.

ok so we got a jacket and a t-shirt.
finally did some shopping for meeeeeeeeeeee.
ok.

then went to far east to buy some more things.
but didnt get anything because of me.
well i didnt like a lot of things :\

ok then right.
went to sit in subway.
the keyword is sit.
i really dont like people sitting in somewhere where you are suppose to ORDER something and EAT there.
then i was doing it.
ok i dont understand why i so worked up about that.
then we went in again for the fried chicken thingy.
then ziming said the worst thing ever.
omg i freaking HATE him.
i grew tired of waiting and went off home.

if there was ever another time where i need to be in his presence,
i will really be very unhappy and tired of him for just being there.

it rocks to be me because of the people around,
some of them care so much you know.

but i know it sucks to actually look like me.
ugghhh.

unhappy chinese new year.

obession

2007-02-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

the will to see you again is so strong,
i could almost do anything to see you again..

almost.

2007-02-07T19:04:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO!

finally i can type again. ok so behind time can. like the last post is... NOV! fine i cant spell all the months.. who came up with the name for the months anyways. ok so a lot of blog about. so i must try to remember.. ... ... headache already.

ok. things i found out during holidays. i like eating porridge, i like the number 9, i like beer (not literally), i like to walk, and MOST of all, ... you get the point.

ok moving on to dec. luckily i kept a list of what i done. mummy bought a phone! ok why i waited, the most important reason was because i didnt err.. want to pay for the phone! honest! ok, so she bought the phone. like omg i keep hinting for like... lets see... hmm.. 3 YEARS! or 4. aiya anyway its for a long long time, ok. the phone ... err isnt what i expected, but ok la.

next is... CYCLING! omg the only day in dec that didnt rained! so cool right.. actually it was very hot.. sunny like hell like that. i got sunburned until red red like ... i cant think of anything now, you think yourself. ok so cycling. right. i cycle so slow! i am so unfit ok! i am not a very outdoor person ok! but i am so totally not going to workout. ok so i cycled slowly~ i mean why cycle so fast? :P must enjoy the ... err... trees.. err.. the sea, and umm the grass? after cycling we went yueli house! i think. because i dont remember the return trip. usually when i dont remember the return part it was actually a dream. so ya. anyways if we were there i actually played my first twisters game! it was very fun. i think. then it was risk~ weeee. then i forgot what happen.

ok next event was.. countdown partieeee~ at yueli house again! ok this one i think i remember. headache already. ok i reach there, then a lot of people still wasnt there. then got blackouts.. then phillip was there you know. ok i admit i dont like him at first ok, i mean he is well.. how do you put in, someone who likes to know you? i mean thats not a BAD thing, but if i dunno myself, how can i tell you who am i you see? MOVING ON, ok then there was a turkey. then there was champagne, the wine thing. i wasnt much of a fanof any amounts of alcohol. i mean, those things brought a lot of people down and i dont see how people are enjoying that. ok so the candlelight dinner was nice.. the balloons are kinda.. ok.. watched 1 and a quarter movie, then we went our own ways. but everyone slept a bit in the end. i hope yueli parents did because we made A LOT OF NOISE! we played risk again! the next morning. after curry puffs. yueli parents are so loving.. morning go and plant ... plants! so cute right? i mean how many of our parents, wake up in the morning, and actually even TALK to each other. or do something together, EXCLUDING watching television. mine dont even look at each other now. for like.. how many years already. i also forgot. ok so after that my dad comes and drive to to dim sum~~ then go to sister's house sleep for a while... then dad went to bring me home again.. then on the way home...

went home take a bath, then after 2 hours then went out again! this time go to phillip's houseee. his house is SOO nice ok. it was in the newspaper :P the newpapers is NEVER wrong ok. then her mum? take a first look need to take a second look then can believe. the food was really different from what i usually have.. but the coke was great! ya.. i really lost track of time here. i think it was jan 2. but things were moving so fast i thought it was still dec. dec 33? hehe. time flies when you are actually enjoying yourself.

phew finally exited dec.

jan.. yay my birthday! before that. i actually found a JOB! 6.5/hr ok... dont play play.. ok so my job is so farrr away at eunos, which i cant spell too, and it is only inbound operator, not admin ok. admin is do everyone one, but my job is only do 1 section :)

ok now, JAN. yay bought new shoes... which are 2 sizes too big, but who cares!

....

moving on.

end of jan, went to some garden in singapore.. very famous one you know, at the centre of singapore~ very big one? aiya you know la. anyways. went there to watch them dance. i didnt want to dance :/ i cannot make it. ok so i sat on this bench to watch. then after a while, a family was like invading my space! i mean, HELLO, can you not see i am right here? can at least ask right. then they just planted their picnic in front of me. for me to eat ah? slap you all -.- still ask me "can help us look after a not". omg are you BLIND. do i, look friendly to you? O_O

finally into feb already... ok went to yuhua cc to watch them dance. in all my life, i have not see so many aunties in my entire life! there must be hundreds of them! it was like a auntie invasion. SAVE ME! i broken my bottle and cut myself :( dance was fun... to watch.

ok so FINALLY after 15 minutes, summarized the WHOLE 2 and a half months. ok. wah headache now. think too much. maybe its because of the fever i had 3 days already.

oh what the heck, end already!

toodlesss!

post #109

2006-11-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

today i went out with mummy ^_^
she no work today because need to go for x-ray
keep saying got pain at the right side of her lower side of the tummy.
so diffcult to listen to all this cause cannot help :(

we go IMM walk until tired
then go eat the ramen
omg the resturant is very bad.
so dirty you know
still got noodle leftover on the chair no clean.
faster eat liao then faster run away
never go back again XD

then go and buy clothes
weeeeeee.
buy a lot of ugly t-shirts ^_^
so cool!

then i went to cut my hair
now it is so SHORT.

after that i went to take bus
instead of just walking back home
then after 3 stops away from home,
then i alight,
and walk back home.
O_O

i am so weird.
yay!

post #108

2006-11-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

omg
o'levels are over
yay.

now dunno do what.
....
....
....

take result in feb?
kk.

from now until feb is like ... 4 months.
so 4 months do what?

hmm,

post #107

2006-09-29T14:12:00.000+08:00

i got so many things to say
but i forgot about 90% of them.
waahhaha.

ok i hate going out.
everyone keeps looking at my direction..
so creepy.
maybe i am just paranoid.
but the weirder thing is,
when i see them looking in my direction,
they either smile, or they will faster look away.
zomg...
so creepy!
like some sort of stalker movie

exam shi over le.
but now i have nothing to do.
revise? please la.
revise is for n00bs :x

miss tan is so nice!!
give us sweets.
woohoo.
miss tan is so nice :D
she is the best teacher in the world.
she rocks!!

maths so high.
but i still not happy.
the wrong answers are like :
answer is t=5
my answer i go write x=5
ZOMG!
so unfair right.
hais.
only my ownself do wrong.

so..
other exam de score not yet out.
i think i will fail about 7 of the papers i did.
mwuahaha.
must face the truth of being a failure.
something that cannot be changed

rock on.

Tomorrow was disapointing

2006-09-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

Today is a sad day.

At school, i wasted time.

Today is a sad day.

At home, i wasted time.

itss is liek, duuno thewn iss nout wastee timez lors.

Saturday

2006-09-16T17:07:00.000+08:00

today so unlucky.
yesterday get caught in the rain.
then got fever now T-T

so tired.
then monday no school dont know take MC for what.

waste of paper?

Rain

2006-09-15T16:54:00.000+08:00

I dont like rains.
They are very wet.

We were lovers

2006-09-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

oh yes,
i forgot got one song want share.
but since i cannot find the mp3 to put on the blog,
i will give you the next best thing.

YOUTUBE!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYljKTkl0CA

it takes a while to load, so have fun listening.

Prelim Week

2006-09-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

hey
welcome back to this space.
my show starts in one hour, got nothing to do,
so come here and talk a bit.

how are you.
i am still okay.
hehe.
my leg so itchy.
ok you dont need to know that. x)

tommorow is chemistry paper.
i never liked chemistry.
ok maybe a little bit for the practical, but the theory part, cannot.
i am just not bothered to study anymore.

i dont like too many people.
everywhere i turn, they are always there without fail.
so annoying you know.
why is it that everytime you turn about,
you only see the people you hate but not the other way round.
hate > like
yay for mathematics.

amaths on friday,
then can go home.
go home dont know do what.
sleep sleep sleep.
zzzzzzz.

need to learn how to keep talking more.
cannot speak up to 2 sentences without insulting someone :(
so sianned.
need to control myself.
wahahahaha.

laters.

Glass Shield

2006-08-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

hihi
i am here to talk again.

oral is tomorrow~~!!
zomg zomg zomg zomg
i am so excited..?
lets predict how many marks i fail by.

can people treat me better.
i have feelings too.
broken glass can hurt you badly.
but it was broken in the first place.
so why you want to break it again.
it just gets smaller, and smaller.
so please,
either treat this glass shard better,
or leave it alone.
haha.

i am so bored now.
zzz.
i also dunno what to say.
i find myself thinking too much.
too much.

i am thinking how to eliminate all the fat and smelly people.
look to my left
got two of them.
why must they walk the world.
why i need to SIT THERE.
$%($*$&*$())_!*)_$!*!(+~_!@
can someone change place with me.

i like to complain.
my life is not perfect,
without you.
so please dont leave now.
come back soon.

Blunted Arrow.

2006-07-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

omg. so much dust liao.
must blog more often :S

hihi, i am here again.
here to ... blog?
i also dont know what to say.
so i am going to just anyhow throw ideas around.

i know it sounds crazy but,
sometimes loneliness gets you.
i just want a sibling.
someone who will be there when i need to talk
someone who will be there to listen my advise
someone who will be there, cause they have no choice.
you know?

this whole watching other people thing
(ok some of you know.)
(i dont want to say until so detailed)
is because of the point up there.
.... i wish i had a brother
:P

i do certain things i dont understand.
like maths.
but i still do it.
i have to do it.
but i dont want to do it.
yet i still have to do it.
even though its not done...?

finally got back in track with studies.
back in track as in :
finished copying all homework
therefore no more homework to copy.
friday is coming again!
i enjoy fridays.
good times pass too fast.
they come too slow and pass too fast.
mondays = mountains of not done assignments, you suck!

i cannot hold on to this blogging thing :S
my thoughts are either :
too obseen.
too personal.
too stupid.
too clever.
OR too hurtful.
since blogging about your thoughts and opinion,
i guess i am not such a great blogger.
since i am so bad at expressing myself.

expressing oneself.
only some people can do it very fluently.
people can only express one emotion best : anger.
its the easiest emotion to express!
because, we are humans.
humans get angry easier than they can smile.
when you take a bus, how many people you see are smiling?
negative emotions flows through the body.
these positive ones just hide deep inside,
dont dare to come out.
why?
how many people can confidently say : "I am happy"?

with that last thought, i leave you with this week's saying! (...?)

so many dreams are made in 1 second.
how many are fulfilled in the next.

i enjoyed my milo again.

start of term 3

2006-06-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

sucks.
so much things to do (copy)
and sitting next to someone so crude can be annoying.
annoying.

then sitting right at the corner of the whole class
= lonely + annoying + nose threatening
9 weeks.
crap.
sian.
omg.
someone save me!
again!

ok
bad matters aside
got this song
totally stuck in my head.

since i cant find you the song
i guess this video must do.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWAGR4IEucQ

thanks weiwei for letting me copy homework!
^-^

friday the 16th

2006-06-16T15:51:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo.
i am still alive
haha.

this holiday almost over already.
still got like what? 10 days?
i still have not touch any homework.
in fact.. i dont know where they are now.
maybe in the trashbin.
nono, must recycle paper.
put in recycle bin.
ok.

i didnt attend the literature seminars.
i thought it was a waste of time.
it is not!
i am just lazy to get out
and let people see my ugly face.
hehe.

but i need to go out tommorrow,
to see my sister.
so long never see her already.
how long already, 9 months?
but we still talk on msn.

so tommorrow, DO NOT go near anchorpoint.
or whatever it is called.
because i will be there.
and you will not be there.
so do not go!

i will cherish this 10 days.
see you again in 10 days :(

Update of my life

2006-06-04T12:04:00.000+08:00

i have absolutely no idea what to write here.
so i am just going to type the first thing that comes to my mind.

(1)
i still have NOT watch x-men3
dont know why.

(2)
maths homework havent touch yet.
also dont know when remedial.

(3)
everyday only sleep 4 hours.
20 hours of continuous playing computer.

(4)
yesterday went to JP with cousin and his mom.
they were like agruing over how much money is spent.
my cousin, to me, seems like he has no conscience
but he is so scared of me ... ?

(5)
i am now rotting in front of my computer.
i am skipping meals.
i only eat 1 meal a day.
why spend the money and time to go down?
so tiring.
nothing good to eat.
they all stink.

(6)
i am getting invites from eve to play some escape games.
they all are so simple.
so boring.

(7)
i have not talked to a person for the last 5 days.
all i do is nod my head, shake my head.
actually its longer than that i think.
(talked as in chat about things)

(8)
reach 8th thing already...
i have such a entertaining life here.
so much things to do.

(9)
someone still owes me money.
i think that person forgot already.
bah. i hate borrowing money to people.
got give no return.
this is how the world works.

this is my life.

see you all in hell.

hoping you will die.

2006-05-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

everytime
i complain complain complain
that is what a blog is about wad.
so i will continue complaining.

7:00 wake up
dunno what the fuck i am doing
why am i waking up at 7:00,
to meet up with the dance people?
i also not dancing.
i am so stupid.

7:30 go eve house
be the extra.
watch watch watch
i also dunno what they doing.
this really brings me to the question:
why am i living in this world.
so extra.
its so disappointing to know that
there is no purpose in life.

wait there until 12
then went to JE mrt
to meet with more people.

being the anti-social,
i avoid the crowd.
then stand there,
again asking myself the question.
it is really fustrating to not know the answer.

all i do to people is just :
complain.
disturb.
scold.
disrupt.
annoy.
i am just too tired to think for other people again.

after the audition
yiling diao me for making her miss the train.
is it my fault that we didnt know where to go and had to ask her then she cannot shout loud enough for me to hear?
i also dont know.
weicheng need to buy the card to take train.
dunno where to go how to buy.

all my fault mah.
i should run all the way down.
stop them.
ask yiling where to go.
then run all the way up again.
then tell weicheng where to go.
then run all the way back down.
and wait for train.

what am i?
trained monkey for you arh?
i dont want this job.
sickening people.

go to PS
just to take neoprints again.
take take take.
also dunno take how long.
use up to $10 just to take small little pictures.
the handphone with camera dunno buy for what one.

after waiting for SO long,
finally got a move on.
then move a bit,
then eve say : we going eating, coz they dont want to watch movie le.

i came JUST to watch movie la.
make me wait for so long.
dont want to answer me when i ask want to watch movie a not.
some people just makes me sick.
i am so tired dealing with them.

make myself suffer for what?
i decided le.
i dont want to suffer anymore.
i will become a loner.
makes everything so much more simpler.

see you.

tuesday

2006-05-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

this morning
went to play lutc darkness
so scary
at least play in the morning
not that scary arh now.
the green face looks kind of cute right now
haha.

ok
after reading the chinese essay that time
the choose to be alone one
i try to put it to use.
ok that is a stupid excuse
to feel paranoid all day.
i am like so fed up after rachel told me off.
ulcer mah.
at least show some concern right.
then right at the start say :
u deserve it.

i mean come on ar
it is like when you fell down,
then someone calling up everyone
and tell them to come and laugh at you.
why people like to be like that?
it is so wrong.

that is the problem with people nowadays.
cannot show any concern for others.
makes you look weak?
everything must be stronger than other people.
cannot lose out to other people.
what does "other people" ever do for you?
what would winning gain you
a moment of glory?
i dont understand this.

ok yea yea yea.
i dont think you will understand this too.
so i going to stop here.

so i practically getting angry at everyone
for being themselves.
they seem so happy everyday
makes me so jealous.

maybe that is about it.
hehe.
cannot share too much details about my life.
even though this is a blog.

sunday

2006-05-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

sunday
so boring
but boring better than do chinese on monday
so much chinese worksheet to do
mr kho is so hardworking
give so much chinese to do

chinese prelims
so diffcult
i sure cannot get A de
get a B already very lucky le
so i think i just going to take it again at end of year
while the others can relax le
boohoo
T-T

i mean
why need to learn chinese?
it is so diffcult
malay also looks easier
the words need to draw the stroke
then need to remember the strokes
i can speak chinese arh no problem
i cannot read it
cannot write it

i do chinese until i can cry you know
the feeling that you cant do something
is so diffcult to get through
learn learn learn also no use
chinese got so many different words
how to learn all of them.

now must faster get thru it
and go poly
so no need to interact with chinese anymore!
mwuahaha.

if i need to do this blogging in chinese
and write every single word out one by one
my entries would be so short
short until only have "ni hao mah, zai jian"
this 5 words
is enough
hehehehehhehehhe.

now
i thinking about the things i did yesterday
i am so childish to complain
the choices were made by me
and not by anyone else.
so i put myself in distress.
so stupid.
then i went to do stupid things
complain complain complain
thats all i am good at
cannot praise people
cannot make other people happy
not capable at all.
must face that fact.

its the cold hard truth.

sa(kill) the days

2006-05-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

days getting so diffcult to pass by
so saddening

go lit with eve + aisyah + connie + hew ming + jason + late(yiling+messiah)
take bus take wrong then walk circles
then walk so long way then reach
the speaker accent is so nice
fest-ti you know
ces-za-re-O you know
u know
i tell a you a everythink
yea yea yea
nonono
ok.
jin lin go ask stupid qns
make him look so bad
he dont even know the book
haiza say so many times the book
why called twelve night
he also dunno
so stupid

then after this whole seminar
drag along go shopping
so idiotic right
walk around the mall like no one cares
nobody can do like they can
again and again
so inconsiderate
i dont want to go out with people like that
makes me sick
buy buy buy
buy liao also wont wear it more than 3 times
then throw le
so wasteful
stupid
i dont ever want to go out with them again
especially neo yiling
makes me sick just saying her name
stupid bimbo
has no brains at all
no idea at all
no consideration at all
no sense of emergency at all
NO TASTE AT ALL

this all reaches a limit when it is over something
like no one is above 100
something like that.
hehe.
stupid post.

i enjoy being stupid
because it is what i am
there are people in this world
who are so stupid
they dont know that they are
they deny being stupid
even though they are stupid
so please
remind them
of their stupid-ness
so that this world
can become a better place

fries tay si

2006-05-19T06:33:00.001+08:00

hihi.
its me again.
because...
this is my blog
who as can blog here -_-!

okayes
i tell a you a everything.

ms swan is so funny.
yes.
so funny.
you know.
funny.
yea.
yea.

------------------------------

reality sucks
so fast got 3 f9s
out of 7 subjects
siao one
dont go JC le
go poly
but later got more f9s to come
then i hope to go ITE also cannot?
nooooooooo.
i dont want so fast go work
coz i am very LAZY.
i need to sleep at least 26 hours a day?
ahhhHHh!

nowadays is important save money days
cannot anyhow spend money
want to spend also spend yours
hehe.
just joking nia.
dont take it too seriously.

okokok
i must continue talking
coz haven 645 yet
now..
lets see.

the dance competition
the 6 people
i dunno can make it a not
i dont want to make any negative comments yet
coz still in testing mode
i think can make it

but when they practicing its like :
why am i here..
i dont wan practice lar.
wah lau so malu..
its written all over their faces
must get this out of the system
or else very bad for the morale
1 person feel like that
everyone will do the same

so ya
i dont have thing to report liao
if i can think of anything
i add ok
if you can think of anything
then err..
u go find a blog and blog urself

ah ha ha?

friend

2006-05-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

so angry today.
people cause me nothing.
nothing at all, only negative things.
i am a unsocial-able person.

i tried to like you.
i really did.
but you just disappoint me,
over and over again.
and it hurts so bad.

i dont want to embarass you.
because it wont affect you
thicked-skinned freak with no brains.
someday it will come and get you.

f oolish
r epulsive
i ndiviuals
e nsuring
n eedless
d istractions

can see anot? huh? huh? huh?
you agree anot?

mother's day

2006-05-14T19:43:00.000+08:00

hihi
happy mothers day!
but not to you i hope
coz if you are a mother now
then somewhere very wrong already
hehe

ok
so i go grandma's house
then sit there for a while
my cousin there
keep bullying the little one
so sad
-_-!

then go JP with my mum
so many people
i also dunno why so many
cannot stand so many people
i like the deserted JP better

my mum hor
so weird one
ask me to treat her
purposely ask me
when i no money
she so evil !
T-T

ok lar
its her day
let her be lor
no matter how unreasonable
also must let her
hehe
work for 364 days
everyday must work
such a tough job
this job cannot break one
only when ur birthday and mothers day can work
hahahahahahhahaha!

now i so tired
tmr no need to go sch so early
mwuahahaha
can sleep late late le
hehe~

i am a lazy person

yay

2006-05-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

exam week almost over
still got another half week to go only
hehe
cannot wait for it to be over

but after its over
soon going to be O lvl chinese oral
>_<
oral again
i going to fail miserably
like this time
i cannot even read the word "shi"
its so diffcult!
chinese oral
too diffcult
stupid chinese
i dont want to take this subject
if i can
after O lvl faster cut my ties with it
hmph

i dont want talk about the exam
all already over le
cannot change anything
keep talking about it right after the paper
to prove to people "hey see i can do this"
also no use
its already written
and handed in liao
whats the point of bragging about u can do a not
people just ask about how to do
u no need to brag about u can do
right?

tmr is vesak day
then mother's day come again
aiyo..
so stress
dont have anything for her
buy liao she also angry
dont buy better
later she say i waste money
well its true
no money to waste liao this year
no money at all
T-T
everyday spend money
also not my money
then anyhow spend

my sis intro me to part-time job at her office
hehe
got money liao
but must after O lvl then can go
-_-
at least got a job
only need to print paper
hehehe~
sit there for a few hours
organize paper, print paper
so easy
just that those papercuts
very pain~
must wear gloves go
then cannot cut me
mwuahaha~
but i still dunno pay how much
later too little also waste time
hais~!

i always type so long
i also dunno how i do it
maybe is because i keep pressing this enter thing
then a lot of lines
then appear to be very long
hehe~

"shengky rocks."
i agree to this statement~

hehe.

bullshit.

2006-05-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

monday

go watch aquamarine
with yiling and eve
the movie ticket so expensive
now no money
so diffcult to live
cannot do this
cannot do that
aiyo..
so stressed.

the show is ... not bad lar
the mermaid so pro
she 1 clothing can turn into so many styles
so li hai can a not..
anyhow tie the two things then got new style liao
if everyone does like her
then..
more people will face unemployment!
coz the fashion industry supports so much people
if no one buy those outrageously priced clothes
then they wont have any jobs
:)

tuesday

this whole week
is so da chang jin
shi~ shi~
hehe
so fun.

go library with
yueli and eve
suppose to go and study physics
but end up studying comics
and talking and stoning
hais.

so failed physics
mr loh show me the result list
i fell from band 1
to 74 band 2
T-T
must improve~
cannot let the skinny one down
:)

the two keep on eating
ownself no money then keep getting from me
i already broke you know!
even with $10 allowance everyday also not enough
i want to declare bankcrupt
then no more troubles?

so sad
my mom
cannot find people to help her at the stall
i offer to help her
then she say
i cant even wash shoes help her what
so saddening can
she no feelings one
so evil for what
i dont like you liao
like that bully me
hmph dont care you

conclusion

life and love and why.
everyone is so predictable
so predictable its boring
what will they do
what will they feel

what they feel
just like the mermaid's nails
i like can see them change
it is so freaky
everyone seems to be
emitting these waves
i can sense these feelings
i dont like this feeling
i dont want this to happen

someone help me.

i am so abnormal.
:/

sunday

2006-05-07T14:44:00.000+08:00

my poor computer
is running for almost 100 hours now
or maybe over that already
hehehe~
i am such a bad owner
must let it rest
or later it not happy
then shut up on me
T-T

downstairs
so funny
malay wedding on 1 side
chinese funeral on 1 side
i dunno how they going to be happy/sad
so awkard ar the situation
but both also make noise
so noisy
ugh
stupid.

tmr need to go into exam mode again
i cant get into the mood
i cannot really sit down and study/revise one
it is too wrong for me

maybe because i find this studying very bo liao
because it is kind of not needed in real life
why would u want to know the chemical formula for things
you dont even go into breaking down their atoms at home
i also not going into that area of work
so..
its really useless to me
ya.

revision arh..
last minute try to grab chance
if already studied in the first place
then really dont need
i dunno how to define revision
revision come from the word revise right..
revise means to make changes in order to improve on something

but also not making changes
so the correct word should be review
because you only looking again to refresh the memory arh.
so... ya.
review.
:)

i got a feeling
this entry
will come back 1 day
and bite me.

just a feeling.
:/

satan-day..

2006-05-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

hope no one get offend by the title
i cannot think of anything else
NOT that i thinking of satan everyday though
just come across my mind.

ok
let me start by saying:
I HATE NEO YILING!
cannot stand her antics anymore
she is so ... ugh~
yesterday ask me go down play chess with her
then i ask her to call me so i know when to go down
but then she never called
make me wait wait wait until i boil
then today
ask me go down again
i was like boiling lar
then she is like so "carefree","i dont give a damn" mood
i cannot stand that!
why cant she tell that i am ANGRY!

then go down play
then of coz
she keep losing :/
then play 5 rounds then don wan play liao
these 5 rounds not those long long type leh
is like only 5-10 minutes only
all the time is like only her thinking and talking to herself
at that point
i feel like if i got a lighter,
i will burn her to ashes.
waste my time come down.
i rather sit at home and rot arh

i cannot stand her personality~
make me boil
boil until left nothing
then nothing to boil
...
umm
ya
aiya just very angry lar
ma fan.

so bored today
bored until can die
8 o'clock wake up dunno for what
then nothing to do
then sleep again
sleep until 3 o'clock
my life is so empty~

then come back play maple for tj
during that time
suanning jl
so fun to suan him
is like he talks no sense arh
then so easy to suan
hahas
but my suanning skills
are getting so lousy
i suck at this
no skill liao
must learn from the masters
whom i dunno is

jiao also sucks at suanning people
sucks until so bad that she does know herself
when she does it
everyone will be like : i dont get it..
then slience...
then so funny but cannot laugh
not that what she said was funny
but how people react
then how she react
like someone suddenly press stop like that
aiya u will get it when jiao is around u
:/

i am so freaking bored today
now is my favourite weather..
raining while i am indoors
the rain
it is so cooling
i like watching how people run for cover
so fun to watch them fall..
i am so evil

i like to watch them fall
but i like to watch them get up more
fall down must get up
or else ur pants will get wet from the wet ground
or else u wont get away from the rain
or else u wont know to succeed in life

i need to get up soon.

愛

2006-05-06T01:05:00.002+08:00

ehh..

this entry so embarassing
so i going to delete it

hehehe~

lala

2006-05-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

CJC hostel look so nice to live in
i wan to live in hostels
my house ...
hais
no hope
faster let me live in one~

hostels look so cool lar
can have a total stranger as a roommate
then can stay out to study with frens
coz ur room is..
JUST NEXT DOOR
ahahahaha~
so fun
i like the idea
it is so cool!

ss so diffcult
no time to write for 13 marks
me so stupid
lol.

study so hard
until head crack
in the end
also wont do well
aiyo.
so demanding

they should allow us to type these things
writing write until got lump in my finger
so ugly~~
ugh
i think i type will be faster
and neater
people like chong huan can benifit from this
then no one will complain his handwriting ugly liao
good idea rite..
we will type our essays next time
someone go and suggest k?

i need some fattening things
cannot afford those expensive ones
so gimme ur fattening stuff!
because they will cause u to become fat
i take the pain for u
i help u eat
i suffer for u
T-T

today so malu
go down buy mac
then an unknown auntie
take same lift as me
then ask me what exam lar
what sec 4 lar
i barely know this person lar
then she is like asking me things
what the hell.
do i look friendly to you?!
-_-

ok i want to end this session
with a very special message :

-message-
jiao sucks
-end of message-

judge

2006-05-03T21:50:00.001+08:00

exam come already
so stress

i nothing to say
so i just going to pick on people today
i am a stupid idiot who cannot stand perfection
:)

got jielong's smell right behind me
i swear i can smell him from where i sit
then that neo yiling dont wan to move
stupid just 1 space also dont wan to move
ugh i hate her!!

i hate all pisces
so ignorant for the rules
so "leap liao then think of consequences" people
i hate u all!!!

then that jiao
ugh
what is she..
keep bothering me
then say things like people listening like that
then keep digging out things which are the PAST
why the hell does she keep doing that..
talk talk talk talk
laugh until so ...
i dont understand why her face
can get so red in such a short time
maybe 1 day her face will get soooo red
that it will explode
then all the blood dirty the room

everyone better bring umbrella on that day

ok
i dunno the story behind lar
but i saw that troy
put books in wc bag
then take out books from his bag
without consulting wc
what the.
they were like quarrelling a few days back lar
then now he is using his bag?
at least ask wc for permission right.
why he need to do things without asking one.
all the time like that
even if you are using his bag
should at least tell him "hey i taking my book back"
like that also happy mah
why dont wan to ask
omg

i am a picky moron
maybe thats why haiza calls me pickles
i dont like all the nicknames she giving me
its all so ... no link
ugh

i got 580k for the NE quiz!!!
woooo!!
i think i highest
can be the next prime minister liao
mwuahaha
i will become dictator
and rule u all!!
:x

chocolates are so expenvise
cannot afford chocolate
i might as well buy gallons of pig fats
and drink/eat them like mad
(dunno if they solid or not)
hahahahahahahahhahhahahh!
must ask jielong for that
xD

labour day

2006-05-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

so sad people force me to blog
i have nothing to blog about lor..
so i just anyhow spill things k
ok.

labour day
how come got such a thing?
labour day to celebrate what?
labour?
then why people dont work labour day?
i mean
labour means work right?
so is work day
so no one working
public holiday
what the.
so stupid right..
come up with better names mah
labour day..
omg.

so many maths homework
cannot do finish de
do until no paper
YAY!
hais so sad
i so hardworking..
until no paper
now i cannot do maths
i want to cry
T-T

talk to ziming about laws of life
LOL
keep confusing him with truth and illusions
now i think he become better person liao
but too good later i jealous how..
omg
cannot
next time must confuse him somemore
then he will headache
mwuahahaha

now i just doing nothing..
nothing to do

ok let me recall something more to blog about..
hmmmm
that day right
i waiting for elevator
then 2 primary school boy come to me
then say "oi u got change for $10?"
huh..
then i dont have mah
so just say no
then they went into the elevator with me
wah then they were like telling me where they get $10
like i dont have like that
like they never seen one before like that
omg
they were like 8 - 10 years old only lar
then scold so many vugularites
then what what what
cannot stand them arh
they were like talking to me ok
do i look friendly to you -_-
then got one of them keep touching me
umm eww
i am not gay :p
i faster got out
-end of story-

i want to gain some weight
someone HELP ME!

messiah sucks

random entry

2006-04-30T22:33:00.001+08:00

everyone likes someone to have as company for anything
even if the person bores you to death
even if the person brightens up your life
it is still feels better to walk down the road with someone

i sit alone at home all day
no one to talk to
only these four walls befriend with
why so lonely.
cannot go out
dont go out alone
dont want to call anyone
dont want to disturb anyone
just waiting
waiting for something to happen

no one likes to be alone
no one likes to be isolated.

its so hard to be alone
no one to talk to
everyone is outside

i wish i had a brother or sister i can talk to
someone to talk to
someone to share troubles with
someone to get into trouble with
someone to play with
someone to play against
someone to fight with
someone to quarrel with

but if i had a brother or sister now
that age gap will be to HUGE

so please
treasure yours
while you can
because you have one
and even though you keep fighting
but you know its wrong

sometimes its better to help solve a problem
than to create another one to replace it

there is no point in not facing the problem
and holding grudges forever
when the day comes when you cant undo them
you would regret for your life
dont be afraid to admit your wrongdoings
because it takes a brave person to do it
keep holding grudges
later too much
then head crack
very pain

i was a philosopher for the last (insert number of minutes taken to read) minutes
:)

the last saturday

2006-04-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

today going eve house
then meet yueli at clementi
she was EIGHT minutes late!!!
:)
then after that she still need to go buy tissues
-_-
waste time.

reach eve house
then her dog was like licking me so desperately
omg feel so weird
-_-!

the world is like getting hotter and hotter
in a bad way
so hot can
i today sweated so much
...

ok reach cold storage
buy their ingredients
dunno how they buy one
buy buy buy can reach $90+
omg..
like that bake some cookies also need so much money
i dunno how the cookie bussiness make money one lor

then got news kokmeng coming
for some reason i dont want him here
i also dunno what is the reason
just dont want him there?

ok in the end
he didnt come
then reach there

after some time
dunno what happen
then troy sianned
because eve told him off
because he ate too much and didnt pay?
should be scolded what like that

it was like when i know he coming
i didnt want to go already
coz i knew he will be like that
standard procedure

do whatever thing must ask the owner or host mah in someone else's house
so is himself rude lor
then he dont want to pay still eat so much
like that he SHOULD be scolded lor
=/

ok
eve's sister looks like her arh
but she seems a bit fatter
BUT she looks so cool
:P
then her house smells like smelly old socks
ugh.
so er xin
xD
i dont understand why people want to live in such a isolated place can
just 1 bus to get anywhere
so inaccesible right?

then go dance
went to free market leh
buy a chess set to play
i dunno why is it now though..
i didnt know got free market
i am so stupid :)

then kokmeng came
he was with ziming
so i didnt talk to ziming
then give him the sianned look
coz of the awkard relationship between me and km
so zm thought i angry with zm
so he got so scared?
i dont understand why
human nature?
o_O

ok so reach home
i just want to sleep?
but i felt so bored
no mp3
i bored to death liao
>_<

Only Hope

2006-04-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake inthe infinite cold,
but you sing to me over and over and over again.

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far,
sing to me of the plans
that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

26/04/06 - The Overthrown of Ms Ek

2006-04-26T19:09:00.000+08:00

suddenly
i told you so
doesnt mean enough

told u all dont talk back liao
just keep quiet let her win
but nooo...
pride too much
must win this
cannot let her win one
then in the end who lose out?

ms ek is not unreasonable ok
if i am a teacher
then students just keep talking
no books out
no chair then give ljb
then i also dont feel like teaching
teach for what..
waste my time

all dont come to school lar
just go home and rot
dont need to go school one
waste time mah
come school for what
make urself feel unhappy
make teachers feel unhappy
u think teachers want to be the bad guys arh?
let u all curse arh, scold arh, irritate arh.
no
they can just come, teach, go.

now people cannot stand ur misbehaviour
tell u what is wrong what is right
then u just tell her off

that qijun is the worst one lor
again and again do these stupid things
why does he even come to school..
i personally dont think he even knows the meaning of respect
so many people walk around the streets
thinking they know what is respect.
so funny.

u wan people to respect u
u respect people first
not wait for people to respect u
then u respect others
no.
u do first.
dont need to wait one
wait wait wait for what

see lar now
so much problems
talk bad about ms ek for what
she just has a job to do
if u dont like the way she does her job
then dont have humanities lesson lor
keep on talking and talking
so what if she is wrong
let her be lar

if she wants to be wrong
then ignore that part lor
just close 1 eye and open 1 eye lar
why need her to respect u
u dont want her respect
u just want her to teach
isnt that what teachers are needed for?
why need to kick up a fuss about respect.

root of the problem
so well said
so obvious troy wan to kb ek rite..
i mean
i dont wan to get a chair
i dont wan to ask for permission to go out
i wan to stand there and do nothing
i wan to wait for others to get me a chair
what is his problem
if seen by a unbiased third party
he would think that this person is
rude
uninterested.

face it lar
we all know troy is the "easily kb-ed" one
little thing also can get his sianned face on
then we need to serve him until he gets better
its not anyone's fault he is so short tempered

now that qijun
keep saying stupid things
where is his brain man..
everytime he is the one to make idiot comments
why does he do that.
attract attention arh?
tell everyone : "hi i am stupid look here!"?
why does he do that all the time?
why why why

overall
i feel that this incident is not ms ek's fault
we ourselves should look into the mirror
and see what we are doing
keep on walking around in circles and circles
is not solving anything.

find a solution
and stick to it
keep saying also no use

ms ek is still cute.

MS EK COME BACK!

monday

2006-04-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

today so hectic
maths so much homework
then add on more and more
physics have homework also can slip the mind
so much maths
ooooooooooommmmgggg!

ms tan break out today
let it all out seh
no teacher will be like that
i dunno how to live with all that maths
just too much

hectic hectic hectic
means busy and full of work
soo much work
i just want to rest
let me rest
please.

bloody day

2006-04-23T22:50:00.001+08:00

so tired
stupid superteen
ernest say got 2 groups of people
one group will be moved by the programme
one will choose not to follow with the thing
i think i am the second one

that thing is so boring lar
the instructor is so fake ok
he is like acting out all that bull
i cannot stand what he does
i just dont like the whole thing

maybe its because there is a fat thing in front blocking all the time
or maybe its the stupid air-conditioning
or the stupid setting of breaks
he ownself say :
cannot continuously study for 2 hours
need 25 minutes, break, 25 minutes, break
then he ownself can go lecture for 2 hours 3 hours straight

then all those wakeup calls
ugh excessive shouting and screaming
spidergrams?
what the hell man
then memorize stupid things
what wallpaper, mountain, skirt, string, ice-cream etc
its DUMB
no link
bullshit.

then the timing is just too long
how can expect people to be learning for over 12 hours!
9 - 9+
bullshit.
should be made shorter
if they were so good
they should have gotten that point.

what is the point of making us sleep on the floor for 30 minutes?
makes no difference ok
sleeping on the floor is just stupid
why show me the benifits of power nap,
if you need me to sleep on a concrete floor
no one is sleeping!
walking down 13 storeys of stairs
just made me stressed even more
walk so slow, in a dark spiral staircase
relaxed?
bullshit.

then after setting the time
then keep on overshooting
yesterday from 9 pull until 10
bullshit.
waste my time
waste 1 whole hour listening to a person nagging about his dead father
what is this!
i dont care if ur father had a stroke
why are you telling me u hate ur talented father who u admired
i dont care!
omg.
if you really hated the guy
then you wont be using him as an example for EVERY of ur closings right?
baka.

i feel that this whole trip has done little good to me
and i hope there is no more such thing for me in my life.
because i am a stupid person with little hopes for himself
i dont want to be successful.
i just want to live my little life as it is.

then now i find myself imitating ernest wong
how he talks, how he walks
well it is in my nature to copy other people
i cannot set my own way of talking
must copy one
i am a mimic.
i am not original.

then during the closing
ms tan face is like so black
so much evil..
SO MUCH!!

to end this post
i would like to end with this :

I am a idiot

:)

21/04/06

2006-04-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

this is not a poem
this is what i saw.

i ran through a door
it was so bright.
a person was there
with an angel's wings?
"goodbye".
and turned into golden dust.
the wind blew them away..

does this image make you feel emotional?
omg it is so weird right!

superteen!

2006-04-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

i love superteen.
because no need to sit beside smelly people!
woohoo!

superteen whole 12 hours sit beside wc
yay.
but there is a big buttage in front of me
then got a male witch behind me
aiyoyo~
well nothing is perfect.

ok.
so the instructor call ernest wong
he is a nice man
he likes children
he wants to be your friend..
same old lines..
stupid guy -_-
he is such an angry person
can feel his anger 60% of the time
the rest of the time is just crazy

blah blah blah..
the lecture is so dull sometimes.
no matter how much jokes you put in
its a lecture.
lectures meant to be boring.
cannot change that fact.
its so boring

i found out i am right brained
haha.
so obvious.
but the left brain still know how to do maths
i think right brain more important though
need all the creativity to do maths
logic so squared also no use :P

during the whole thing
that li qiang went for his tution wor..
ji ting say it was what biritsh thing one
must be english arh
coz no hope one mah..
but i think we all know
what the main objective is
for leaving the class so early..
(i saw him playing with his pocket's buttons before he left)

the food is so bad
only the dinner rocked a little
maybe i am just hungry
but the dinner really nice

then need to group in 3s for study group right..
SQ invite me to join him and jin lin
both i also kinda hate
both also not very popular with people
i mean come on face it
they aint the most popular people in this world
so i agreed lor
what the heck
lol.

coz in this world
if you want to form study groups
the main aim is to STUDY
not to hang out with people you like
if you do it with people you like
most probably get distracted
if you do it with people you dont like
then nothing to talk about expect the thing you studying
aint i smart ? :)

well maybe i came up with this
coz no one asked me to group
but hey!
i am going to go with this excuse
much better on my side :P
i am sheng kiat
i am a good boy :)

hais tmr still got another dose of superteen
i dont know if i can stand it
its really dull and boring..
i rather sit in class and rot now.

ernest wong!
you crazy old fool!
i cannot stand ur mood swings!

19/04/06

2006-04-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say
chinese oral i sucked again
the question was :
if given a choice, would you choose wealth or health?

what i choose leh..
i chose wealth arh
weird choice yes?
well i guessed so
everyone will choose health

leading a healthy simple life just aint good enough for me
i am just that kind of greedy person
i rather want money than to dont have money at all
even if i were to die tmr
its ok because i had experienced what is being rich
rather than living under a broken roof
healthy as a horse and no money at all
that is just me
a greedy little person

remember that.

18/4/06

2006-04-19T01:33:00.000+08:00

time now is 1:54..
lol so funny
sleep until cannot sleep
then wake up and blog

that jiao is too much liao lor
even if really got a story
it is just too much to play with other people's photo
it is too rude
even i wont take jielong or chong huan's photo and put it here and say :
"look at how ugly he is!"
no.
it is too rude ok
people must learn to grow up ok.
dont be so childish to go play with people face
this kind of thing
can get yourself in trouble
if the person finds out that you are doing this
she can sue you for it
1) publish picture with no permission
2) discrimination
3) copyright
4) defamation
stop and think for a while
if your own picture was posted
and then twisted by people who thinks you are ugly
then you will be happy about it?
everyone have feelings one ok
bad people, good people also have feelings
ugly, beautiful, stupid, clever, slow...
anyone also have feelings
like that hurt people feelings by saying how she looks
is just too much for me.
tai guo fen le.

tuesday
today whole day
i am switched off
nothing comes in
nothing goes out
i totally forgot what i did today for class..

english oral exam
i sucked at it
no hope of passing it for my life

then during my oral was like
the rain dont want to let me do oral
keep on raining when its my turn
so unfair ok
rain until i have to stop and help her bring the table and chair in
what the.

then finished oral went to wait for rain to stop
wait wait wait until 5 then stop
then on the way to the gate
"omg joe leh~"
then eve was like run to the toliet and hide?
what the.
she have something to hide wor..
xD

actually joe dont look cute anymore
after seeing him for so long
its time to move on
yay!
if i say "joe leh"
then someone please hit me
but not on the face ok
haha.

-_-

17/1/06

2006-04-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

today was good
no need to sit where i sit whole day
until english
ugh i hate that both of them
dont wan to change place
u say u understand how i feel
then u ignore what u said
its so stupid rite.
no point saying that i know how u feel
when in the first place u dont know anything
go eat shit and die.

then i angry/sianned
i must switch to slient mode
then after a while ok k

ms tan say she very angry wor..
what shocked me the most is what she said
she said :
go blog all you want, i dont care.
omg..
the word blog
is very shocking
i thought she would say :
go complain all u want
but instead she said :
go blog all you want.
omg does she come read these blogs?
the probability is very high mah?
i dunno..
omg omg~~
>_<

somewhere in the middle
she say she changing form teachers..
wah lao..
dont wan leh
ms tan so pretty later change until the ugly ones how
there are not a lot of pretty teachers who can control us
need ms tan to stay with us ok
dont let her leave..
or else there is no hope le.

the sky was like raining when she say what she was planning to do
then it was oooommmmmmg
the rain was so heavy ok
cannot go home
later homework wet again.

went to see auditions
see 1 song then over liao
what the.
but at least got to see joe :)
saw him over 6-7 times today
he looks so cute when his hair not standing xD
eve never get to see him..
so sadd..
who ask her so fast go home.
serve you right ok!
haha.

my necklace broke.
so sad.
everything i have breaks so fast.
hais.
at least i do finish maths.
mwuahaha!
but my shoes still smell so bad.

things are just not going my way.
ugh.

sunday

2006-04-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

boring day
wake up nothing to do
do maths until halfway dunno how to do

then decide to clean my room
it is so dirty ok
i found 2 dead corpses lying around
ugh..
how did i survive in this rat hole..
then after cleaning
still got strands of hair lying around
clean again
still have..
omg is this place haunted?
lol.

then at night
nothing to do
so go read other people blog
that jiao is so rude ok
post a stranger's pic and then critize her looks
say what : she looks so ugly arh.. need makeover
have you like, looked into a mirror before?
at least other people try their best right
the kettle no right to call the pot black lor
it is very ironical.
ok.

then after that rite
that NYL came to my house and take maths hw
without even calling to ask first ok
what the hell..
how can you come to people's house
in the middle of the night to get maths hw to copy!
so sudden ok
i kena shocked
(o_O)V
[i got power xD]

ok byebye.

Easter

2006-04-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

i went out with people today:
wc ziming me yiling & eve
suppose to be:
+ dolly jen may messiah yueli
but they didnt come
so they missed the boat lor.
sad.

we watch arts of seduction today
the show was in korean language
no susprise there.
then whole movie need to read subtitles
so sianned.
the movie was very open-ended
no proper closing one
i dont like it.
it was very funny though
the way the person pronunce oral sex was like : or-li-real sex-to
then the way the 2 person make fun of each other also funny
this movie should be ranked under comedy instead of romance

ok so the dance trio are suppose to reach there by 5
then movie end at 4:40
we needed to run there
i missed the ng scenes
fuck that.

i found out i run good in crowds
seems that i go faster in them :)

ok so we reach there
but no one was there
waste my time
wasted my ng scenes laughter
i hate that.

we reach there
then i take out maths hw and do
while they dance
i talk to ziming about some things that are bothering me
then he also dunno how he reply
it is now bothering me even more than ever
hais.

then phillip came to talk with me
from my eyes he saw that..
1) my mum dont like me coming to this dance thing
2) i try to be wanted at school
3) i try my best to get good grades
4) i try to show people i am the best
5) my sister finds me annoying

ok.
1) i asked her liao then she says ok
2) ok i dont deny this
3) i dont care about grades, only care for maths
4) maybe..
5) i haven seen her for like 7-8 months?

then that eve
joe message her
then dont let me see
lock her phone
fine arh
dont trust me
i dont like people who dont trust me
i hate you.
make me sick ok.
after that i totally stopped talking for a while
its so sian to see someone not trust you
hate that.

then we minus eve take train go home
i was stay away from the group
didnt feel like talking.
until we reach chinese garden then talk a bit
now only left me & yiling walk home..

we talked a little about the things bothering me
NEO YILING, of all people, lighten up my problem a little bit
she is like the last person i think would understand ok
its nice to talk to people
again.

Happy Easter?

good friday?

2006-04-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

today no school yay..

but so little people know how this day came about
so i tell you ok
it is because JC's crucifixion
to remember his sacrifice
even though not chirstian
its good to know other religons ok
promoting a harmonious community
:)

today go tiong bahru with mom
then brought a ring
its ok arh
but i still like the last one better
she keep anymore choose then ask me
ok a not
then i cannot say anything
coz she will get angry if i say no
hais so sad right...
next time must get her to buy somemore things
mwuhahas

i keep telling her to buy phone
then she kee changing topic
i dunno how to make her buy one arh
maybe i will keep disappearing
then she dunno where i am
then she will worry
then maybe she will buy one
to keep track of me
yay!!

now i am offically bankcrupt
no money to watch movie tmr liao
maybe i wont be going out tmr le...
its so sad arh..
even though people say
money is not everything
but money is so important in this world
haiz..
time to tighten those expenses
and live like a poor person
xD

thursday the 13th

2006-04-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

sucks lar
so unlucky
go school forgot to bring specs
then cannot see anything that is not within 1m
i am so blind T-T

then jielong the fat
want to sit beside weiwei
then talk a lot of buttshit
then in the end sit beside ME
the smelly fat thing is sitting beside me
his fat butt is blocking me can
whole practical keep getting blocked by his big fat bottom
then when he sit down can hear the chair scream for help

then that kokmeng
no matter what he do
keep pushing things to others to do for him
"help me do this"
"help me wash that"
its so annoying to see someone so useless arh
its so sadd to see how he turn out to be

then when we walking up after "lunch"
eve yiling and yueli saw joe arh
so unfair ok
i didnt get to see him..
i want to cry already T-T
then i thought during auditions can see him practice
then he got competition
...
stupid can a not

the auditions basically on the whole sucks arh
the people who are judging dont look like professionals
people sing bad also dont want to chase them off stage
the people singing are like all mumbling ok
expect a few who did very well
either the mic has a big problem
or they just dont have it
they only have the courage to walk up onto that stage
and give it their best shot
that is all they have

someone help me create blogskin leh
its time to change it for so long..
teach me how to change ok?

then at home
my mum force me to wash the smelly shoe arh
she threaten me that she wont be washing anymore
fine lor i wash lar
at least tell me what to do right
no need to keep shouting at me lor
i dunno how to do tell me lar
shout at me for what
i also wont know what to do if you dont tell me
stupid right
wash for me for 10 years so what
if you dont tell me what to do
then i do wrong waste water lar
thats all what
is it

in the end who benifit from this?

no one.

12/04/06

2006-04-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

first things first
i am NOT in love with joe ok
even though i keep trying to find him
dont mean i like him
and please lar
it is so wrong ok
he walks like a duck for crying out loud
walking keep poking his head forward one..
i dont like him liao
ok settle.

today ms ek was also happy too
she was like talking about her life for a whole period
she so smart arh..
pure lit pure history pure geo
i wonder if she is bluffing a not only
she talk until so real leh..
then she keep on talking
i like listening to people's life story and achievements
in fact i like it if people talk to me about them
its so interesting to hear what people have to say sometimes
i told you all she is the cutest teacher in this school liao
i was right yay!!!

during chinese lesson
suddenly got blackout
ommgg
must be like the advertisment mr ng show us
forgot to pay phone bills
forgot to pay water bills
forgot to pay electrical bills
so funny..

then today is so relaxed
miss tan is not here today
then no maths lesson is like so happy
then no relief teacher
today is such a nice day..

assembly sucks arh..
its so boring
almost fell asleep..
over and over again.
during first half of it
i was like looking for joe
coz i saw him before i sat down
lol so funny
cannot find him in the crowd of people blocking me
ugh stupid sec 3s who block me
xD

today whole day no money
i forgot where it all went
the feeling of not having a single cent on me was so terrible arh
i need money to feel secure :p
its so weird to not have any money on me
hais.... no money = saddness!!

after school i went JP with my mum
suppose to buy ring
but the one i like dont fit my crooked finger xD
then all the ugly one fit
the world is so unfair
in the end only buy a ugly necklace
yay finally got a necklace
i still like the necklace from eve better
too bad she wants it back..
hais...

well at least i got something that i cant possibly lose right now
:)

10/4/06

2006-04-10T18:36:00.000+08:00

a new week again..
time passes so quickly
when you are sleeping most of the time

today is so sadded
again.
eve is giving me attitude all day
i dun understand why...
its so tiring to face her and her antics
sudden mood change
i will stop bothering liao
i promise myself that
ok. steady.

today bio i lend weichao listen to my mp3
then chong huan came back.
i specifically told him : no u cannot listen to my mp3
(well i dont need a reason to reject putting my earpiece into his dirty pig ear rite)
then when i turn over
he was like listening already
fine nevermind..
then i heard chong huan talk a lot of shit..
then i heard a "bump"
my mp3 was like dropped onto the table by YCH
stupid idiot..
tell you cannot hear, but u ignore my instructions
then you dropped my, MY mp3 into the table
i am seriously NOT trusting anything to weichao anymore.

then recess no drinks stall
what the.
then no milo for the day.
-because of-
stupid banning of stalls.
-due to-
food poisoning
-because of-
stupid superteen programme
-due to-
stupid smelly caveman idea

i hate u CAVEMAN!!!

then i talking with ziming about eve's ex
then he ask me that question
i also dunno
i dont like her ok
i mean i dont like like her like dolly and wc
we are just frens.
nothing can happen
so even though my life seems to revolve around her
but i dont like like her ok.
lets get that clear.
lets just not assume anything
and sit back and let destiny take its course

-joke of the day(again)-

me poking eve face
eve : oie dont copy weekiat poke my face lar
me : i got copy him meh..
me : he poke ur face maybe he will poke other places too. lol
eve : chee bye lar.

if you dont get it then i cant help you.

si an day

2006-04-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

today so tiring
yesterday flag day then dance
even though i not dancing
but still very tired
i am so lazy...

troy come my house again
i dunno why he every week must come you know..
then keep overstaying a welcome..
i also cannot tell him:
oie dont come again hor
go away ok?
like that is too hurtful le
see i think of others ok

i am so bored now..
tmr school again..
superband is superbad

-joke of the day-
eve : diao
eve : i gtg
me : go where?
me : go to joes house arh
eve : no lar -_-
eve : i want to go to sleep
me : sleep with joe?
eve : ...

LOL

suck a di-A :D

2006-04-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

need to do flag day
so sianned
i wake up at 6
then sleep sleep
then wait up at 7
then go back sleep again
its so tiring to do that lar
but i am just too lazy to just wake up
:)

then go lakeside mrt take train
then i go shit xD
the toliet is so smelly arh
then no toliet paper
so er xin can
its like ... ugh
whole day stomachache do flag day
dont want!!! omg
lucky after a while the stomachache subsided
...

then go bukit gombak do flag day
(stupid place with so diffcult name to spell..)
with troy, wc, eve, rachel, mel-tan, jiao
they all so pro at doing this fund raising thing arh
i was like waiting for them to ask for money then keep walking
then they are like so li hai can
its like no one can reject them

i hate doing flag day lar
i cannot ask for people to donate money one can
i am those slient type k
asking for money is not what i do
so my can is like empty
i did my best ok
so GIVE ME THE CIP HOURS
muwhahaha...

then wc eve troy me go towards joe's house
it is so far away ok..
inacessible place..
we walked like around and around for a while
until eve go call and ask for help
after some time we finally got there

joe was like half naked at his front door
then wearing jeans then wet wet
that was like ooommmmgggg
first time go his house first impression like that -_-
then he and his frens are like having water party or something
so old liao still play with water..

then his house got 2 maids lar..
but the 7 room basement cannot find..
its still very nice house
me and wc was like looking for where is joe
then cannot find him
then we still looking at him like gay like that
oommmggg
cannot blame me ok
coz he was look very nice
then wc is like acting like a gay person like me
we WERE so gay ok!!

then we was like waiting for something to happen in his living room lar
then joe never attend to us lor
he was like changing clothes
play his dota with his frens
then go up and play guitar
he is such a bad host can
then eve give him small little present
(which btw was a badminton de ball de keychain -_-)
then he was like " orh ok"
dont have anything else lor
omg...

maybe eve choose the wrong time to give lar
coz he was like trying to show his frens how to play guitar
then when we came into the house he was wet
then when we in the house his frens was asking him about the game
so cannot blame him..?

after today
joe attitude really hurts
but i think eve still like him
coz he looks so damn cute!!!
ooommmggggg
lol.

then we take bus to the dance
with wc dance fren
take for sooo long
take until i fall asleep and wake up
then fall asleep again and wake up again
its like soo long lar can
sit on the bus until my butt hot again
then when we alighten it was like late already
but when we reach there they were not fined lor
that is so unfair!! :P

messiah and gang arrive after a while
then see the dance...
dance dance dance
then messiah play with the cockroach
then may fell down...
after all that we take mrt go back JE and eat supper

supper so fun
i learnt more facts of life
i like all these gossips one you know
i am a very kpo person
but no one tells me about anything
so that one very sad outcome..

ok so messiah vomit on the middle of the road
then we take bus go home

-end of day-

eve gimme her necklace
coz i force her to
i am a bad person
someone scold me ok?

joe still very good-looking
even though his manners suck
sucky manners make one look ugly ok
so i am the ugliest of them all !
GO ME!

fry the day

2006-04-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

omg so tired...
my feet stink like hell
whole day wear the shoe
like ooommmmgggggg
they smell so bad now

today dunno why
everyone is yan-yan crazy
everyone eating that
is it the trend now? lol

then after school went to wait for debate
waiting waiting
wait until fall asleep for a while
then waiting again...
then take the bus go bishan park sec
the school its sooooo err xin
toliet so smelly like shit xD
door cannot lock omg
then the handle spoil also no fix
then classroom so many flies around
it is such a bad school
the canteen is like half the size of ours lar
so lame -_-

then the debate right
the topic is so biased lar
"this house believes that art should be subjected to censorship"
its so stupiddd!!!
prop sure lose one mah
oppo can say censor SOME
oppo can say blah blah blah
the topic is sooo biased lar

then the opposite team people is like sooo rude lar
they came unprepared can
the debating person in the middle was like
mouthing stupid things lar
like very cute like that
its not lor
idiot person
i want to slap him

then when debating about to start right
betty lee was sitting beside me
o_o
she was like talking and talking with me
then i dunno how to answer her properly
oral fail liao lar like that
i blame that mr fong!!! :)

then that yiling right
she is so bitchy lar
i tell her to sit beside me
then she say: dont wan.. got teachers
....
what the fuck is her problem!!
teachers so what
go sit with your boyfren lar
win liao lor
leave me here alone with betty lee beside me lar
neo yiling i hate you

then after the debate
she show eve the clothes she help her buy
they are so freaking ugly lar
yiling has no taste at all can
then make eve angry
then eve was like ignoring yiling
neo yiling deserves it lor
go pei ur boyfren lar
YOU DESERVE IT LOR YILING
slap yourself until you die

after that me and eve go take taxi to west mall to take bus
then the uncle drive the long way
so funny arh..
then we wait at the bus stop
then that wee kiat came
i duno why he come lar
but i dont care...

it seems like so many er xin people want to jio eve lor
but only one person is worthy lor
only JOE LEE can make it

haha...

thirst di aei

2006-04-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

today is so depressing.
although almost whole day not beside that guy
but something so sad happened...

last night messiah told me
i was very fierce when i shout.
not a very nice image.
i didnt want that.

i dont want to shout again

somewhere in chinese lesson
ziming didnt want to go for saturday's dance.
after weicheng and him talked for a long while
ziming then turn around and say:
" i will go if you dont go. "

i didnt know how to react.
he just joking around
i dont blame him for saying that.
but it is so sad to hear anyone say that.

" I am unwanted."
i dont want that day to come.
i didnt felt like talking again.
i dont know what to do when that day comes.
so i dont talk again.
talking causes so much trouble.
talking causes so much mess.

then when i stopped talking
people thought something wrong with me.
someone asked me why i so quiet
weicheng ask me why i am sianned
rachel ask me a lot of questions to find out why
i dont know how to answer them.

why is it that i keep mum then got something wrong..?
is it because i am usually very loud
or is it because i am suppose to make noise to make you happy?
i dont know.
i wont know.

i am so tired of this world
i will anticipating the day when i move on to the next one.
one with less confusion.
one with less headache.

went a days

2006-04-05T21:01:00.000+08:00

lalalalalallalla
no more homework
maths also getting less and less
actually there is NO maths hw
is that even possible?!! o.O
ms tan commented that she was in a good mood yesterday
can those words be said together like that by MS TAN?!
how is that even possible can a not...

but she still haven change place leh
can someone tell her about it
coz i dont do good with conversation with teachers
SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE MY SOUL
BEFORE IT BREAKS DOWN INTO MANY LITTLE pieces
PLEASE!!!!!! x_X

that idiot
is always near me can a not
recess everywhere i turn also will see him
its as if he is stalking me
although he is suppose to stalk aiysah
i hope he dont change target
coz i can smell idiots in 100m radius
LOL :x

today got poly and jc people come
and send out the little pieces of paper which tells us about the course they got offer
i wan to go for media intercomm security!!!!
it sounds so fun..
but everyone go JC
its such a tough choice
i always follow the crowd one
i am a follower ok..
so i hope u all get bad grades
and join me in poly
HAHA.

ok today something very BIG happened
wc go and asked joe if he liked eve a not
i think wc asked : you got like eve a not
i know joe answer have the word "have"
its like oooommmmgggggggggg
pair made in heaven finally got some improvement
wc the matchmaker sure got a lot of money to get
coz joe is sooo richhh
i hope they have a bright future ahead of them
wish them to have each other's company til the end.
lol xD

mum - di - A

2006-04-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

today so messy
so much hw never do
omg ~~~
i going mad liao
my head pain also dunno why
gimme a BREAK!!~

so sad
my cca points going to minus 0 points
coz i got E8
haiz waste my time going CCA
stupid things
just study can liao mah
so perfect for what
omg this society so demanding

ms ek so cute k
stand there like she so fierce like that
then say a lot of things
but i forgotten most of it coz i switched off
but she is still very cute k
give map reading test just 1 day before the test
then this week so many test liao
give so much work
then give so much things
why she so sudden one!!!

then recess
i eat until halfway then bell ring
what the hell
then govin right behind
siao siao lar
why so unlucky
omg...

then today mrs tay come in for ms tan
mrs tay so cute ok
she is also very cute
maybe cuter than ms ek...
noo ms ek is the cutest

aiya i wish time can slow down a bit
coz very diffcult to catch up
i just want to fall asleep zzzz....

... and my ring.

april fool

2006-04-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

today sucks can
didnt see wc type the meeting time
then i wait wait wait at home
dunno what to do
then i ask dolly for wc hp [:)]
then ask wc
THEN i knew suppose to meet at 1
time now was 1:16
....

reach jurong mrt
then wc lost his ez-link card
due to SOMEONE who dropped it while playing with his phone
then the staff needed to write a long long report for lost & found
then waste so much time
people now : eve ziming wc me
.....

reach orchard
eat sushi
wasted so much money on that
i hate sushi now
its so sucky
nothing i wanted to eat
everything so expensive
stupid
......

then that wc made up a joke
say he migrating
fck lar i swear i did not cry
then they keep saying i cry
I DID NOT CRY!!!
.....

then went back to mrt station
take train to raffles
then SOMEONE lost ez-link card
zzzz
then that person went back to get it waste time
......

then reach far east squ
met up with yiling
dance dance dance again
so sianned
its all the same 2 step
and i not even dancing
why the hell
do i come week after week to watch this
........

after some time
SOMEONE had to give attitude again
then keep doing disappearing acts
ya lor, win liao lor
act like we dont care at all lar
we dont care where you are
what you doingdont need to tell us one
dont need to say a thing one
just go and disappear
.........

dancing stressful then dont dance lar
workload too heavy then lighten it lar
quit dancing lar dont need to stress urself one
why go thru the commitment you made?
dont need to cry one
just go home and sleep lar
..........

after that suppose to go home
but SOMEONE keep on talking and talking with dancing people
talk talk talk talk talk
talk like nothing like that
we all waiting to go home
but nooooooooooooooooooo
you want to talk talk talk
you rather do disappearing acts just now
than go use the time to talk to them just now
why cant you just NOT do the disappearing acts
and use the time wisely
cannot leh, just cannot do it
you needed the time to stand there and stone
then sit there and cry coz dance too diffcult
if you want to waste your time then its ur problem lor
now is my time you are wasting
...........

i went home on my own
i could not care less for that person now
i simply despise that person now
cannot stand the mood swings anymore
its very tiring
its very annoying
its eve yeo
............

friday

2006-04-01T08:49:00.000+08:00

today speech day arh
so many people never come
why all so bad =/

reach there
the hall so chaotic
then find a seat and sit down
ms tan never take attendance leh
omg why should i have come
waste my time -_-!!!

then ms tan and mrs tay sit behind us arh
OMGGGGG!!!
they all gossip so loud can
what shirt arh, what blah blah blah
teachers also talk about this kind of thing
they keep talking and talking
buay tahan -_-!!
then oen talk a lot.. for about 20 minutes
i fell asleep arh
almost fell down from the chair
then keep on talking and talking..
no entertainment one leh
just keep talking and talking...
talk until i want to go up the stage
and tell her "oie very boring leh faster leh"
lucky it is this is the last time i going to go for such thing

after that then give prize give give give
then give until wc
he smile until so .... hard?
no smiling so hard!!!
omg >_<
smile until like force out like that
then his teeth is like so straight arh
a little TOO straight can
maybe can draw lines with his teeth
then still come out straight lines :p

then today dunno should go out a not
watching them dance is getting so boring
then just sit there and watch for 3 hours+
its just the same 2 step
then the old man still trying to dance there
omg make it worse can
cannot sit and watch him dancing
he dance like a monkey which had his butt set on fire
then just jumping there
why does he even try...

i wan to watch scary movie 4!!!

thursday~~

2006-03-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

today so much homework to hand in
haven do SS mindmap
haven do SS workbook
haven do finish maths
haven do maths notebook
omg do until can die can

lucky during maths ms tan never check notebook
or i would be dead already -_-
then that stalker sit beside me,
OMG I CANNOT STAND HIM
he keep on talking to himself!!!
why does he DO THAT
its so freaking creepy!!!

i want to change place...
come on ms tan change the seating plan
i beg you arh faster change
everyday i going more and more siao like that
i going to break liao can x_X
i rather sit beside ch or taj now
but not jl
definitely not him
smell too bad
the rest are all ok
:)

chem prac test so diffcult
i broke a test tube arh
dont tell anyone k shhh
then rachel keep telling me what to do
not suppose to lar
but so kind of her T-T
she risk getting minus mark tell me how to do...
i so touched T-T
i cannot do anything with help
then that km keep looking at rachel paper and copy
wah kao - -!!
then he tell zm to help him wash test tube
how can HE, of all the people, ask XIN AI DE ZIMING wash !!!!
omg how can he do that!!! omg!!!
lol...

reach home still need to do homework..
at least tmr no lesson arh
but no one coming to speech day for the thing..
then will be me sitting there.. all alone..
i want to cry liao T-T

WAAAAAAI my ring!!!