die already

hi!
blog without tagbox is so fun. no one will post comments. mwuahaha. this blog is dead! dont come back! :)
so eve smsed me to tell me she was affected by my mood that day. hais. i feel so bad. i also dont know why i acted that day. actually that day we went to some remote location to eat some pasta thing. when she came down from that bus, i was like... i totally dont recongize this person.. where is the eve i know. that one who like to read books and complain about dunno how to do homework! then i was like having a moment when i actually dont know what is going on.. its like i was not in my own body and i was like looking at myself from the top o_o
but i still feel sorry for her ar... hmph everytime ask me to treat her like i very rich like that. hate that.
life just cannot be simple at this stage.
technology is too powerful.
i think we are just destroying ourselves at this stage. i mean whats wrong with the simple life. we must stuff our own children to waste their life in school learning how 1 + 1 = 2 instead of letting them have their happy childhood. and then they need to learn very hard so that they can be better than the neighbour's child. compare here compare there compare until ownself die only. human only want to win, dont care about what happens after winning..